Smashing Weekend

By that title of my post, i meant it literally so pun intended. FMFA came and took off just some nine hours ago. Festivals in Malaysia is a HUGE thing for everybody and it's somehow cool if you are part of it, that evidently explains the blend of awkward and cool beings. It was all beautiful with the crowd dressed in nines and all the fun props decorated at the venue. There was also a ferris wheel made as the iconic landmark for everyone to meet up with lost drunkard friends. Everybody seemed to be so happy but i feel the contrary. And no, women hormones have nothing to do with my emotions last night. I was feeling melancholy the whole night while all sorts of noise tried to soak my presence. Lost some of my friends so I spent some time alone with myself wandering which was kind of fun.

I feel weird at the festival. I feel awkward in crowds. I feel awkward going up to strangers. I feel awkward when people look at me.Only the grass and the air was pleasant to me. Oh and also Bloc Party, Fun, Zed and Prodigy!

I went home with the thought of a promise good sleep from Prodigy's turbulent beats but i ended up rolling in bed with obscure thoughts instead. Maybe i was in a bad mood i'll say? Just like Justin Hayward Young of The Vaccines.

PS: I love my girls!